LoveWarExpress

                         When was the first time you came clean on any thing, from the time you stolled candy from the candy store or broke the the glass window of your room, even from saying you like guy or that your gay. Was it really that hard to come out from the safe place, or are you still in side, still thinking when its safe to come out.

                          When i first came out of the safe place, it was not till i was 16, In my mind i had set where if they(which are my parents) did not like me for who i am, and  they where going to kick me out of the house, then i would go with my head held high because i new i loved my self (just the way i am which is being gay), i could get a job at that time and i had lots of friends who would be happy to give me a helping hand. So really ive been thinking about it for a very long time what i would do if it went that way.

                          Good thing it never happen as i thought it would, it happen very different, tooooooo different lol, it started with my mother asking for my friend miguel, who she saw (always with me) right after she came home from work. She would always see us together so close, she even told me she cant believe that even doe i talk so much he would not get bored of me and still look at me like he wanted to hear more. Well my mother ask but in a funny way (wheres you man) and i said we broke up she thought i was being funny too but that's in till i cried, the the bond with my mother that day grew ever so close as we started to talk knowing she would always love me for who i am. At that i found a new safe place that was better then the one , where i was all alone.

                        My coming out was sad at first not to hard  but it did led to a new harder chapter in my life, where coming is not thing compare to it now.